The feeling that was born that night…How could I describe it? Words like “love” or “lust” just don’t sound right. I may call it jealousy or anxiety. And moreover, need. Even now I’m anxious at times. Because when I’m with Ren everything around feels like a dream. That was how Ren turned my boring life into an illusion and that was too much. For no matter how hard I tried, it seemed I could never catch him.