“He would remember this conversation, years later. Years of not seeing Shin or Eve and he finally did get it. It came really simply and unexpectedly because even expecting a child he did not think he would love it so easily. He couldn’t hide a damn thing from that child. He was very much a part of him and understanding that, understanding that simple child, because he was so very, very simple, he finally understood it more clearly. And maybe he had loved Vara and Freya even if it was all manipulated. He loved their act? It had been pure enough on his side anyway. Maybe he loved his father under all that anger. Maybe he loved Shin and maybe he loved Cecilia, he was just too fucked up to really revel in it then, to not ruin it, and that wasn’t his fault.”
This is one of those things I’m going to look at later and go WHY DID YOU DRAW THAT? WHY DID YOU DRAW THAT LIKE THAT? URG WHYYYYYYY. But whatever. It’s done. I like these kind of monologues in manga so I took a short clip from a short story I wrote. This is a process Yan goes through in the three years after he leaves home that I was quite proud of him for. I got to write it “wasn’t his fault,” about Yan!! That’s huge for him guys, so huge.
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